Sunset Rise

Sunset Rise

Poem by Marc Aupiais

I died today, I wanted you to know,
It was not a death natural,
I died today, I breathed my last,
I could not hold onto the sun,
I could not clutch it's light,
Though I saw it set,

I died, strictly speaking murdered,
But do not look to my friends,
For my friends do mourn my death,

I died, it was not them,
They'd rather the world end than not have me,
And indeed, with my death,
Does many a world end,

I died today, do not seek my death,
You will not end my work,
For, my mere birth, did undo your hope,
For my short or long existence did undo your evil work,

Do not seek my friends, or family,
Non of them did take my breath,

Do not look to love and hate,
None of them were involved,

And my end did backfire,
For my life and death,
Both do work, to undo death!

Do not seek me in the sun,
Instead, look to my grave,
Instead look to my Lord,
Instead look to my life,

For when today does come,
Should it ever emerge as such,

If I am dead and gone,
It was for my work,
And what I was called to from birth,
If we die today, whenever it is,
If we die, it is for our work!

You change like the wind, my dear,

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Poem by Marc Aupiais


You change like the wind, my dear,
Unseen, like the night breeze,
You change inside, my dear,
Hidden from the world,
Mother leopard with her cubs,

You are the arctic storm, my dear,
You send chills into my veins, and heart,
You sent daggers into my soul,

And you eat my heart, like an ice cream dish,
And drink my blood, as though it were wine,

You’ve destroyed my hope with any other, my dear,
I cannot escape the chain of your love, your presence,
I want only you, my dear, dearer, dearest of all, things there are,

I want you, alone, my dear,
Whatever comes, as your night breeze blows
As the moon hardly lights the way,
And you whisper like the wind and water,

More real than any other in my life,
You set my soul on ice, yours for life!

I only wanted you... to know, how you hurt me too

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I only wanted you to know, as I near daily do,
How it hurts me when you do, when my tired guilt ensue,

Yes, though it hurt me, what ensued,
Though I felt pain in hurting you,
You took my pain in two,
And took pleasure in the harm I'd do.

You took joy in my revenge,
You took what hurt me and too revanche!
And though I am racked,
tracking grief,

You enjoyed all my wrong,
And pleasured in my broken, painful, revenging sins!
Though I thought, I was in revenge,
It was really you who controlled it all,

And I , not you were schooled,
My revenge, turned in love,
I could never bare to lose, you,
Yet, powerless, I always lose my soul,

And, what revenge have I,
When I only want your good!

For to hurt you, is to hurt myself,
It seems though it's me I hurt,

Though revenge cost my soul,
Living water, joy of my heart,
You always know my ways,

You hide your hurt!

Do you think, love!?

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Do you think, truly, love,
That I, That I, would ever leave you,
That I would not be true, 'til the world bids us all adieu

Too true, is my love for you,
None could boo, or soothe me away, from you,
My dear, be you siren or harpy, or bygone, be be you gorgon,
Or Venus, be you death or life or,
both combined in stealth!

I am yours, body and soul,
So far as I can give,
That which is not God's alone!

My all is yours, as my covenant did pledge,
That covenant in my dreams, in my heart!

You are not fashion or changing trend,
You are the style of my soul,
My watering hole,
For you refresh my soul,
In my teeth or like a mole,

I would never leave you,
I never would,
Nor even if one could,

Leave the siren of life,
The arrow of love,
The monster of my dear,
vehemency, in the storm that,
dynamism, of energetic wrath,
and love,

Which my soul loves:

Is you!

Vehemently, I near curse God

Poem by Marc Aupiais

Vehemently, I tell you,
I say in prose, or poem!

I cry, I weep, I shout,
I kiss even, as though with words!

I see a word, I cry | I weep,
I burn myself, the pain is deep!

I wake up early, I have to read,
I stress myself, I cannot sleep!

I near curse God,
Vehement is the cause!

And upon your nation,
I near call death!

And every notion,
It does hit!

I do not belong,
I cannot, I sing my song!

I cannot, I sing my song!

Cosmos catholici

Poem by Marc Aupiais

While alone, I will be gregarious,
I am never alone, though locked and key.. correct!

No cell but yours keep me,
No prison, but the freedom of love, Eternal!

To be for you I am to be kept!

They will call me a fool,
A lap-dog, so I'd accept..

One who submits, to one they think to be lack!
Hardly they know the truth on lack!

I shall nev'r on any hight or landscape's prom. turn my back on true you!

You are not the devil's witch,
Your spell, which is all of
you, is by prayer,
It is God who has chained me,
All of me in your heart,
It is his spell on us both,
Of truth, dear!

And my submission, in love,
It saves many souls,

And my foolishness prove,
My humble lift high!

For they treat you quite high,
Rightly they do,
To be true, though,
Non sequitur, is their general way!

And though I know your sin,
It is true mine too!
In the world I am,
Humble must I find to become!

I will not: to leave you ever:
I will: To die when you do,
But live if God not afford!

You are my calling,
I am fallen into!

Humility,
Not pride,
In truth,
Lead me and you!

Second vote on healthcare

Note by Marc Aupiais

Republicans use two minor errors, to send healthcare bill, which America's Catholic Bishops claim will fund abortion back to house of Representatives. The send back is reported by EuroNews! It was already signed by pro-abortion Barak Obama!

After folding to presidential pressure, previously pro-life Catholic Bart Stupak, has even now gone as far as to deny the authority of the pope, says Thomas Peters, a prominent layman in America. Bart Stupak, has for years until now been able to rely on the support of the USCCB to pass legislation. Both the Catholic Bishops, and pro-life groups are almost certain to find ways to punish Stupak for his betrayal of their alliance.

Thomas Peters, who has written for a bipartisan pro-life cause, has claimed that the pro-life Democrat is still not a myth. Conservatives have begun circulate a video, claimed to show Stupak saying he would support a widening of abortion coverage, if it achieved his other means. Claims of money changing hands have also since been made.

The healthcare fight has discovered a deep rift in the Catholic church between Catholics loyal to the pope, and Catholics who use their religion to front the political cause of the Democratic party, and who inevitably either trivialise the mass and systematic murder of innocents, which is wrongly called just abortion and not murder, or else, these even dare to directly support it!

To be not gregarious, or else not deep

Poem by Marc Aupiais

You may ask why distant, though I think you know,
I do not much care for those in close,
A few good friends, though none as much as you know,
My deepest secrets, my great shame, not for me alone.

I am quite private my dear, I like to stay hidden,
Though for you, I would light all the world!
Or set it alight!

We are both garrulous and both deep,
We both fear, we want each other to keep.
Our society is not likewise,
Our manners not the same.

Our morals may be different, compromise for me all the same!

Do not be all distant, you change when you truly love,
Forget their wounds, or remember them,
But do not transfer unto me their epithet.
Do not kill my hopes and dreams.

When I ask you change, it is only a request,
Though I may ask forcefully, it is after all, for your best.

I am here for later, and here early on,
Let us eat Italian together, French or Japanese!
It is only cuisine, dear, what matters is what hurts the heart.

So the abortionists win?

Article by Marc Aupiais

I just read in InforumBlog, that Stupak, who is clearly if so: stupid, caved. Apparently he settled for a future promised executive order saying funds must not go to abortions, from a man who made just about the opposite promise to Planned Parenthood, and the money-weilding abortion lobby. The executive order can only be a cheap way to duck out, hardly a guarantee, or irreversible, and easily misread. The blue dog Democrat really is a myth, as is Stupak's Catholicism, if the report is true, as seems so!

Sex abuse in church

Note by Marc Aupiais

Been watching perspectives on EuroNews, finally a pope who cares. I hope those homosexual paedophile rapists are not just disciplined for their rejection of God's gospel and Simonry of the flock, and the weak- but that they are arrested also. Why are any bishops or others involved in what is portrayed as a conspiracy yet to be arrested? It is still only suspicion, true, but the real must be separated from the false- justice ecclesiastical and statutory must follow, states somehow have let these monstrous perverted evil-doers off. When last was excommunication last declared for such matters as disobeying the Canon Law? The world is sick because the church is weak!

Believe me or not

Poem by Marc Aupiais

Believe me or not,
I say not in jest!

When I speak of you yet,
Near no one does
comprehend.
Few I tell, yet so few believe!
Even less would,
If I told them in full!
Though we both know true,
I'd tell none it all!

And your secrets are safe,
No lock, no key, not even
written, my riddle!

When I am asked,
I contradict my belief,
Or simply equivocate!
Perhaps wrong indeed,
Though I speak as though
Imperical, as though
We were sure of things,

Yet, you, are temperamental,
Though I quite well- do
these days sometimes read!

Believe me or not,
I fear, dear dynamic maiden,
I am terrified of you,
Even this foolish folly,
I fear you not for me!

And the thought,
It hurts me,
It drills into my marrow!

And I know you'd hurt me,
Or anything to keep me!

Yet I fear you dear,
To lose you mare!

What is real, is love,
between us!?

Human rights, what human rights

Note by Marc Aupiais

Jacaranda FM is doing a poll on human rights day. I, like the majority of those before me, said that there was nothing to celebrate, the second biggest majority were having a braai (cooking meat and traditional food (Afrikaans traditional food, like pap) using a fire, and sitting around eating 'n drinking usually outside by the fire), but South Africans do that anyway!

Wait, ANC did worse, was a vote of full confidence

note by Marc Aupiais

Apparently, both BBC's text and Etv (not unexpectedly on the second) were wrong, or I misheard, Reuters, a real news agency, is saying that the ANC amended the COPE (basically ex-ANC members upset with Zuma) vote of no confidence before it went to vote, so that it was a vote of full confidence in polygamist Zuma's leadership, despite his multiple adulteries. Zuma was in Zimababwe, doing more quiet diplomacy with Mugabe, even if (sometimes ANC drop-outs) COPE wanted him to do some quit diplomacy for the country, and rather, Zuma was doing quiet diplomacy with those seeming mugs who allegedly buy that Mugabe will actually let go of the reigns (pun intended) of power. Anyone have confidence in the intelligence of South African voters?

No Confidence vote in Zuma

Note by Marc Aupiais

The ANC didn't dare launch one against Mbeki- basically a move to impeachment. The BBC says it is the first time this sort of vote happened since the end of Apartheid. COPE had no chance of success, they surely know, and activist ("we like to air porn") ETV's (once accidentally reported that Obama died?-BBC says of them) news were surely sucking thumb when they said the vote may have backfired. It made a message to the world- who really matter!

COPE cited Zuma's multiple promiscuous adulteries- his sexual risk-taking. Sisulu, the defence minister, who army members allegedly planned to kidnap once, who owes Zuma everything, and Zuma pet Radebe shouted, as ANC members danced- effectively telling the world that they support Zuma's sexual folly. A wise ANC would have quietly voted down the motion by basically Ex-ANC COPE! The NEC, says leftist M&G, the high council of the ANC (National Executive Committee), allegedly fear Zuma's affect on voters, an ANC behind Zuma could worsen it. Instead, the ANC, blind to basic politics: over-reacted, and made the country look foolish and backward.

Following EuroNews showing images of violent protests, some of many flaring everywhere, BBC now reports on a No Confidence vote. Zuma is looking foolish!